I woke up to 5 or 6 texts from my boys…. I think they are secretly planning something.

When people disappear from my life without even bothering to stay in it, they shouldnt expect a spot waiting for them forever. Soon that spot will replaced and I’ll forget those who once held that spot. Why? It’s my way of life. If they moved on, so will I. I’m not heartless, I’ve just learned to use my heart less.

I’m growing up and learning new things everyday, I don’t have the time and energy to stay in one spot. Move forward with a positive attitude. Take what is negative and learn from your mistakes. It’s my turn that’s coming up. It’s my turn to walk across that stage, it’s my turn to turn 18, it’s about time I finally step up my game and shine…… Well, I’m still gonna be a ghetto little MF ;)

I’m signing out of school on monday. I don’t know if I’m excited or if I’m scared. It’s a bittersweet feeling knowing I will never see the same faces ever again…. How exciting. 😢

These past four years have all been a blurr. An amazing blur, I met some incredible people, and I lost a few friends. Now I’m stuck with my boys. I fell in love, I broke hearts, and my heart was broken once or twice. But it’s all good. All that bs was only temporary, and I’m glad it happened. As of Now I’m stepping out of my comfort zone. Hopefully I stay blessed with my family, my family from school, and my dk family.

It’s going to be an amazing summer. I will work my hardest, even if I don’t get what I want this time; there is always next time. I won’t be as restricted as I was last summer, hopefully this summer would be different and better. It’s fun to look back in the past, but 100% of the time I’m looking toward the future.

SUMMER OF 2012 PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME. I’m so ready for you!